i had big plans to write this elaborate, amazing, eloquent post tonight. i imagined myself sitting at the computer while my children slept and my husband quietly watched tv. words were flowing through my fingers that painted a picture of why i am embarking on this new journey. it was a beautiful, idealistic image of my official first blog entry. instead, i am exhausted, sitting on the couch with no words. seriously. nothing. nothing exciting, nothing eloquent, nothing thought provoking at all. nothing explaining why i feel like my identity has gotten fuzzy over the last few years. nothing explaining why i decided to start crossfit at the crack of dawn tomorrow. and nothing explaining why i decided to share this information with the world.
i'm not going to force it. i'm just going to leave it at this and go to bed. hopefully tomorrow my brain will work and i can try again. actually . . . hopefully tomorrow i can lift my arms to type after my first morning at crossfit!
